what now?

Now that I am unemployed I have to the understanding that I hate being home! I want a job to be with people that also want to work. Not that I love being home to clean, read and play but this crazy!

when all else fails...

when all else fails one might ask ok now what? Well just laugh! I am going to learn to laugh at everything! God know it is the best for what ever alies you!

lemons

They say that when life hands you lemons you are to make lemonaid. Well I'm not fond of lemonaid so life you can have your lemons back. I would like to think that I have everything planed out on how this year is going to be. But I do that every year and end up disappointed. So this year I am not going to make any plans. I know what I want and I plan to go get it. If it does not happen in this year or the way I want it then that will be ok! I guess I have made a plan in an round about way I plan not to stress, not to pull handfuls of hair out, not to lose my vioce because I scream about how I hate myself and this life. I have come the relization that this is my only life and that I need to live by my motto or get a new one. And this is what my plans are for the new year!